without a care, I just chuck Deuces
my skin will turn numb and you’ll be stuck with what your truth is
then you’ll feel a way thinking I should have resisted
then you’ll start to see a side of me
you never knew existed
cause you’ve never seen me act like a jerk
I know women will provoke you and get mad when it works
rather reserved and that always makes matters the worst
cause I go on about my business and not act like it hurts
but wait
it’s to the point I gotta ask myself
why the f-ck is it so easy to detach myself
maybe it aint you
just something I lack myself
but if these wounds are self inflicted I can patch myself
now listen I could give a f-ck bout how them other n-ggas treated you
if your ass was that perfect they would be with you - BY JOE BUDDEN
Look, I just shed tears homie and no I ain't to proud to admit it
Just seen my father for the first time in a minute
When I say a minute I mean years man
Damn, a whale could have swam in them tears fam
Not even my biological, it never seemed logical
But I accepted it cause I ain't know no better
So many things you could have told me
And saved me the trouble of letting my mistakes show me
I feel like you barely know me
And that's a shame cause our last name is the same
That blood type flowing through our veins is the same
And why you only call monthly, barely ever saw me
Spend some summers with you and played with my cousin Maury
Maybe I should be tellin' you fuck you cause you selfish
But I want a father so bad,... I can't help but...
Break down, I break down
Can't help but break down
Quicksand is what this life feel like
That shit these rappers kick is nothing like real life
You made a milli off of servin' hard white?... yeah right
My mama tell you what addicted to that pipe feel like...
Stupid niggas, I heard the cops be shooting niggas
I swear to god, wish I could bullet proof my niggas
Can't get no jobs, but they still recruiting niggas
We tryna stand tall when it get too crucial
Break down! We break down
Jcole- Breakdown
