Another day, another time. Trying again to find actual real love.
I am
Male
40
United States

Looking for
Female
27-37

If I was asked this in the past, what I would have said would be very different from which I will say here and now. My name is John, from the USA. Male, 28 years old. I work as a Homecare/healthcare provider for my mother which has cancer. On my spare time, I dabble in graphic design/3d Modeling as a side job for extra revenue. Personality traits I have are slightly negative due to depression. I am a loner... Never one for "parties" or the like. My main form of communication is through the internet, but even that is limited since I don't really talk with anyone. Oddly, many people online consider me a friend and have tried to help me in life considerably... But most was futile. Due to circumstances with my family, I broke down. However, I still have aspirations and hope for possible good scenarios to take place. If you are still reading this, I thank you for taking the time to actually "READ" beyond the above and taking the chance to ascertain my words. My hobbies are mostly with graphic design. As a side job, I design 3D models for homebrew game designers, online multi media platforms such as "Secondlife", Avination, or other simulators. I used to enjoy cooking very much, but recently lost interest with culinary arts. Religion and history are very interesting to me. And I love to learn about psychology and human nature. I used to love Dungeons&Dragons.... I guess I still do, however.. I never play anymore. Before my mother became very ill. I used to be more of a "outdoors" type of person. I loved to garden, was full of aspirations.... I had goals to succeed as being a game designer or some form of "Government" policy agency. Or being a chef. I have lost myself to the weight of turmoil... But I still try. If you would like to talk with me, please feel free to... I am trying to do something different now... Trying to find the plausibility of something new, or maybe even true love. sk>y<pe is hiryo_xeoni Feel free to add me if you like.